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[17 May 2006|09:20pm] |
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fuck everything i ever wrote.
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[24 Feb 2006|09:30pm] |
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[05 Feb 2006|08:26pm] |
i just read all my posts from last summer. and i was literally just like...wow. i mean that whole summer was so draining for me i can't believe i actually made it.
anyways so this weekend was pretty ok friday was the dance at school. i went with andrew and then yesterday katie, mole, catherine, alexis, matt, gia, ash, and andrew came over and we made cake and stuff it was fun.
im getting a job soon. just so i have something to do after school.
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[04 Jan 2006|05:02pm] |
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I never update here anymore. Everything has gotten so complicated. Dec. 19 was six months since Kayla died. Half a year. I still don't believe it. It's especially hard in school I miss her running down the halls smiling and talking to people, at lunch, on the bus, at LOVE park, everything. And her old locker is right across from mine this year. I think of how much my life has changed since she died - for better and worse. And this shit with school I don't even wanna get started. I've been feeling so down since Monday, especially, when I came back from nyc. I just wanna be by myself and not be bothered but then when I do that I get really lonely and depressed. I need something new. New music, money, new hair, new experiences, anything at all. And some of my friends are fighting and I'm getting sick of some people. I don't know. And I'm so afraid that it will never stop. That there will always be friends who die and people who fight or fight with me. I wanna be older so badly but I do not like what has come with it.
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[28 Dec 2005|01:37am] |
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had a good christmas. got a new camera, an ipod, the hellogoodbye cd, panic! at the disco cd, first white stripes album, makeup, etc.
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[24 Dec 2005|06:30pm] |
sooo christmas partty was fantastic fun i got team america on dvd from andrew, donnie darko on dvd from katie, a wawa gift card from matt, south park doll & keychain from garrett, hip hop cartman doll from gia, and an umbrella and new cnavas from mole. i looove my gifts and i am fairly sure i am getting a new digital camera tomorrow for christmas.
welll im off too a party will update tomorrow perhaps...
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[23 Dec 2005|09:12am] |
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sooo today is my christmas party and i'm excited!! gia, katie, matt, andrew, garrett, ash, and mole are coming. time to dance. i got gia an alkaline trio poster and some from first to last thing even though i hate them, got katie a cartman doll, got matt moulin rouge on dvd, got andrew the metrosexual stan doll, got garrett a fall out boy poster (i REALLY fucking hate them...), and got mole this hello kitty wallet.
sooo anyways i got a fabulous new outfit for the party with hot pumps to wear though unfortunately i can't wear my NEW favorite skirt...this half tulle thing from H & M that is absolutely gorgeous.
so i'm out and may or may not update on christmas or something.
btw i saw brokeback mountain and it was AMAZING such a lovely movie.
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[10 Dec 2005|10:48pm] |
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hellogoodbye concert tomorrow. EEK! i'm soo fucking excited.
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[03 Dec 2005|09:56pm] |
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Bored. Been really sad lately and whatnot. 2005 isn't over yet but oh well I'm doing this.
( 2005... )
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[25 Nov 2005|05:16pm] |
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yes, i am aware that i never update.
sooo i saw HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE last friday, opening day of course, with dommy, katie, kat, andrew, and meg. it was amazing!! and then on wednesday i saw rent with garrett, matt, dommy, nicole, and george. rent was really overrated. not terrible, but i didn't love it.
tomorrow is Harry Potter in IMAX!!
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[16 Nov 2005|11:44pm] |
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omg..harry potter movie in like one day.
EEEK!!! YAYYYYY!
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[12 Nov 2005|12:42pm] |
I know I havem't updated in forever. Things have kinda sucked lately.
So yesterday my friend Olivia visited from Florida and me, her, Katie, and Meg all went to Matt's house and then we walked around and uhhh I meditated? Yeah, I meditated on a sidewalk. Matt made me. So anyway then Andrew came and we went back to matt's and then we had to leave and me and Katie and Andrew took the bus home. it was really much more fun that it actually sounds.
Harry Potter movie in 6 days!!!!
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[31 Oct 2005|05:00pm] |
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OMG it's Halloween.
I'm being Alice in Wonderland. YAY!
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[22 Oct 2005|10:33pm] |
So the pink hair is gone. I'm really depressed cuz I'm grounded and I have to stay home all weekend and the weather is miserable and this house really gets to me.
Wednesday was four months since Kayla died. I think they set up a mini memorial for her in our school chapel. I have to check that out, plus I've been meaning to go to the cemetary and visit her grave.
I can't wait till Monday. That sounds sad, but at least it means I'm not grounded.
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[18 Oct 2005|05:50am] |
Yeah, that's my pink hair. But I have to get it dyed again tomorrow. SAD!
So I went to Ohio over the weekend and it sucked hard. School is even worse. Goodbye.
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[09 Oct 2005|01:30am] |
ummm i got part of my hair dyed pink today. and a hot new pair of super trendy bigass white rimmed "scenekid" shades. i rock so well.
saw "in her shoes" at the mall w/ foo and andrew. i thought it was quite good, actually.
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[04 Oct 2005|10:50pm] |
put me on a plane
hurry hurry hurry before i go insane
i can't control my fingers
i can't control my brain
oh no, oh oh, oh no
mmmk i took off today and i feel kinda better.
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[03 Oct 2005|09:40pm] |
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my brother is in rehab. he's got a drinking problem again and he's depressed and apparently is acting "erratic" and he and his girlfriend are probably gonna have to break up and i hate this i thought he was doing better but i guess i was wrong about that and i miss him he's away in some clinic and i don't want this i don't want this i don't want this.
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